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Eating Karma

People sometimes ask me about how working with others in my one-on-one coaching sessions affects me, if I pick up things metaphysically from my clients, if it is difficult to work with people’s ‘heavy’ stuff.

For the most part, I find that my work is rather easy.

I simply connect into the Spirit. That same Spirit that is within me is within the other person. In the Spirit there is nothing that is not known, and when working through the Spirit it is beyond the fields of karma. It is non-inflictive and innately works towards the person’s highest good. It makes my job really easy as long as I keep myself in what that is. When I step out of that alignment is when I eat of unpleasantness (more on that later).

There is a spiritual consciousness which is beyond the personal consciousness that I experience working through me, and there is a lot of energy just pumping itself through me, even when I’m not working, at various degrees of intensity. So, that’s just taking place as well, and seems to burn up anything else.

However (there always seems to be a however!), when I use this energy from my ego, it is not fun, to put it kindly. The energy coming through me seems to still burn the negativity out and disperse it, but I get burned too. I will share a recent experience of that, though it was in my personal life and not during my work.

I was at dinner with a woman who recognized the spiritual nature of my consciousness in her own way. She asked me if I could heal something for her. I had a personal agenda in this situation, and rather than the impersonal process mentioned above where I get to walk away mostly clear, I chose to use that energy to help her. I knew it wasn’t cool to use the spiritual energy like that, but to be honest, I was really into her and so I did. Lord help me! 

Due to my “non-approved” use of the spiritual energy, I ended up eating a helping of shit-pie that night. The aforementioned energy that pumps through me woke me up in the middle of the night. I got out of bed and was by myself in my home feeling the intensity of the energy. It got to be so intense that I felt like I was burning up, then everything got light and I lost consciousness.